My happiness- where are you?

I created this blog to share my feelings. It’s a place where I can pour out my emotions (and you can too) and know that it’s completely okay to have these feelings whether it’s the guilty pleasure of stealing your roommate’s food or just simply feeling laid back. We’re getting off topic here. Even though I created this blog to channel my emotions, I rarely post which is something I’m working on.

Trying to find urself in a place where yourself isn’t appreciated or relevant . .
It’s hard knowing that what u’ve got apparently isn’t enough and that’s honestly sometimes I had to realize. I blame for u anxiety and the loss of “me” . I blame you for feeling like no one’s ever there. When in actuality, it’s everything around me. I grew up learning to how to not be comfortable in my own skin. I was constantly reminded that my skin tone isn’t the prettiest and that my eyes are too big enough or this or that.. it’s always this or that.It’s hard to not be able to feel genuinely happy and free. Its even more rough to try when deep down I know that it’s not gonna get better soon. And that I’ll always have to face my issues alone and that my choices are never ever good enough by the people I wish supported me. me.I hard to not be able to feel genuinely happy and free. Its even more rough to try when deep down I know that it’s not gonna get better soon. And that I’ll always have to face my issues alone and that my choices are never ever good enough by the people I wish supported me.

I hope someday things are be better And I’d stop feeling lonely.. stop feeling like nothings working because it will. It’s suppose to.

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